Archive for November, 2008

Kingdom Of Comfort.

Posted in God., Sad. on November 30, 2008 by caleb.

“Save me, save me
From the kingdom of comfort where I am king
From my unhealthy lust of material things”
Kingdom Of Comfort – Delirious?

I want to surrender it all to you, Lord. I have filled my heart with other desires, with other passions and other things that drive me, instead of looking to You. I have sinned and have fallen short of your glory. I was running and I kept running into walls, different directions and different walls, but I never ran free, all the while because I was running in the wrong direction. I’m sorry, Lord. Forgive me father, please, forgive me.

Hanging By A Moment.

Posted in Uncategorised. on November 30, 2008 by caleb.

Everything seems to be hanging by a moment right now…the turbulence is killing me.

Shoot.

Posted in Uncategorised. on November 29, 2008 by caleb.

I can’t believe I’m on at this unearthly hour writing on my WordPress. My shoot has just ended for the day, and even as I write this at 4:20am, I still feel strangely fatigued but unable to fall asleep. It’s been a really long day; in fact, I nearly fell asleep at the viewfinder just now. Furthermore, I still nafta wake up early tomorrow for some shots at sembawang beach. Crazy stuff.

Well I really must go now. God has been watching over our shoot. There haven’t been any major mishaps, so I’m really thankful for that. Thanks to all who’ve been praying for me. I continue to covet thy prayers until we finally wrap tomorrow. Signing off from my iPhone. Broadband on mobile rocks :D

Tired.

Posted in Uncategorised. on November 28, 2008 by caleb.

I’m just so tired. No matter how much I sleep, I never feel energised in the morning.

I’m sitting here in McDonalds, and there’s a table of old folks next to me talking very loudly. Admittedly, I’m very irritable at this stage, and even loud talking is bound to make me hurl something in that general direction.

However, one thing I overheard really made me sad.

A: “Did you have a good night’s sleep last night?”
B: “I have a good night’s sleep every night.”

How I envy person B. Peaceful sleep doesn’t seem to exist in some of our dictionaries anymore.

I want to trust You, Lord, to grant me strength…but somehow it just hasn’t been happening…

I Lost My Phone.

Posted in Uncategorised. on November 27, 2008 by caleb.

Why the hell would any idiot want to run off with a $0 phone? C’mon.

That phone is worth twenty thousand times more than it could ever be worth to you, you jerk. Whoever you are who took my phone, been busy sparing thoughts for yourself I guess? Oh, I get a free phone! That’s so damn exciting. Whatever.

Spare a thought for me, damnit. I have appointments marked down on the calendar, messages of encouragement, birthday messages, and messages on my dad’s first death anniversary. I have sent out many an encouraging message that I am proud of and have kept. Let’s not forget that the phone belonged to my father before it landed up in your selfish, cheap hands. That may have no meaning to you, but it sure holds lots of meaning to me.

Society sure could do without such selfish individuals.

In just one evening, I have observed three kinds of human behaviour – the careless (me, obviously), the thoughtless, and the selfless.

The thoughtless fool who ran off with my practically worthless phone…what will become of him, no one knows. I just hope he somehow feels guilty about it. If it were any other phone, I’d probably not be so upset that this person was so selfish about getting a free phone…

The selfless, nevertheless, still does exist in our society. A couple who were passing and saw the person going off with my phone sat and waited at the scene (a bus stop) where I dropped my phone till I returned. They told me about what happened and offered to help me call my phone. Obviously, that was to no avail.

That done, they went off after apologising that they couldn’t help. I thought that they were great. I mean, they weren’t actually waiting for a bus at the bus stop; they were probably enroute to a late night out, or to get home, but spared the time to wait for me to get back to the bus stop.

Also, thanks to my good friends, Joel, Phuisee and Joey, for walking me through, calming me down, and just helping me slowly get over this loss. I will, slowly, but surely.

I Celebrate The Day.

Posted in God. on November 25, 2008 by caleb.

Christmas is exactly one month away from us. In this festive season, where giving is the trend, let us not forget who gave up His Son, that we might live:

Why The iPhone Has Yet To Be Killed.

Posted in Technology. on November 25, 2008 by caleb.

The BlackBerry Storm is here at last. But why is it not the iPhone killer as Verizon, Vodafone and Research In Motion tout it to be?

Many so-called “iPhone killers”, including the Samsung Instinct, BlackBerry Bold, HTC Touch Diamond, HTC Google G1 have been released since the iPhone’s debut, but none have won the mind and heart of the consumer like the iPhone has. In fact, even if we combined the number of these “iPhone killers” sold, it’s still way short of total iPhone’s sold. So what is still attributing to Apple’s success besides the Apple logo? Find out by going to this page.

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For Sale.

Posted in Technology. on November 24, 2008 by caleb.

For Sale: Dicota Pep.Up Junior Laptop/Messenger bag. Looking to sell cheap, at $40.


Will fit 15.4″ laptops, such as the 15.4″ MacBook Pro seen above, along with a load of files, stationery, a sweater and all other odds and ends. Contact me via comment on this post if interested. Thanks (:

The Daily Grind.

Posted in Photography., Trains of Thought. on November 24, 2008 by caleb.

“If a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, then what are we to think of an empty desk?” -Albert Einstein.

Well, my desk is a little cluttered. Thankfully, it’s not empty. Yet, I feel so imprisoned in this daily grind. It’s not a literal imprisonment where I am at my desk 24/7, grinding out work; no, but it feels that school work has a vice grip upon my life, my schedule, my lifestyle, what I do to relax, what I do to have fun.

I seldom shoot photos for my own portfolio anymore. I was hard pressed, looking through my DeviantArt for photos to express myself for this blog post, because I am a photographer – someone who expresses himself through the still visual medium. Besides, lots of words can sometimes be boring too right?


I Want To Break Free.


Innocence is much sought after.

A Memorable Quote That I Heard Over This Weekend During One Of Those Random Meals With A Random Group.

Posted in Happy. on November 24, 2008 by caleb.

Josh: “Water chestnuts are super nice when they’re cold”
ZH: “Ya!”
Ken: “Most things taste good when they’re cold.” *gives ZH that look*

ZH: “No, ice doesn’t taste good when it’s cold”
*Cue awkward silence*